Saturday, November 5, 2011


“Here I go again.”  She said to herself as she entered the room.

“Hmmn.. What did you say?”  She heard him say as he followed her inside.

“Oh nothing!”  She took a deep breath and turned to him and smiled.  “So here we are.”

He smiled back and said, “Yes, here we are.”


A few hours ago

“You do know that I take my marriage seriously and despite the fact that I don’t really know you, you have aroused me sexually that no other woman has done so for a long time.  I am being bold about my sexual feelings with you.  I figured I better be frank about it than hide and develop a perverted psych later.”  He took in a deep breath and sighed.

They were sitting inside his car.

“So what do you propose we do about it?”  She asked him.

He went quiet for a minute or two, then turned his face in her direction and said, “Well you know what I want to do.  Now, you tell me.”

She leaned over until their faces are a few inches away from each other, “Kiss me.”

She wanted more than a kiss.  That is one thing for sure.

She imagined feeling his lips on her rock hard nipples and she shivered.  “Taste me.”

He obliged.  He leaned over and claimed her lips.


He abruptly pushed her against the wall and reached under her blouse.

He cupped her full breasts and squeezed the nipples while he leaned started kissing and licking the pulse of her neck.

She moaned.

He reached down to her short skirt and pulled the hem up to her hips.  “No panties!”  He growled into her mouth and slid two fingers inside her.  “So wet!”

She ground herself into his hand and began to cry as an orgasm started to rip through her.  He kissed her and covered his mouth, taking her scream.

He unzipped his pants and took out his cock.  “I want to be inside you.  Now!  Wrap your legs around me.”  He grabbed her ass with his hands.

She did as he asked.  She was suspended in mid-air with her back against the wall.  She positioned her cock between her thighs and slowly slid his cockhead inside her wet pussy.  He plunged himself inside her and started to pump.  In.  Out.  In.  Out.  He was inside her.  All the way to the hilt as he squeezed her ass cheeks as he slid his cock in and out of her one last time and came as she did.


She could see herself in all her naked glory through the mirror as she lay on her bed.

No, she was not embarrassed.  She had her legs spread eagled, and he was feasting on her wetness.

“Oh baby!  You have the sweetest tasting pussy!”  He flicked her clit with his tongue and she nearly bucked off the bed.  He held her firmly with his hands to keep her pussy right where he wanted it – at his own mercy.

He plunged his tongue inside her several times and then started focusing on her swollen clit, took it into his mouth, swirled his tongue around it once, slowly.  Paused for a few seconds and swirled at it again.

She grabbed his head and pushed his face down harder into her pussy and they both knew she was on the verge of coming.  He changed his pace and started flicking at her clit rapidly and firmly until she was crying out – her spasms taking over her body.  And through the mirror, she watched herself came and he lapped up all her juices.


He pushed her on her lower back to bend her over forward with one hand as he used the other to grip her hip.  He positioned her right directly in front of the mirror.  He rubbed the head of his cock against her clit at first before easing inside her.

“Oh yesss!”  She heard him groan.

She braced herself.  His first few thrusts were slow and easy as he teased them both then building up to a quickened pace.

She saw her reflection and was fascinated with the way her breasts swayed with every thrust he made.  Who is this wanton woman?  She asked herself.  She could not recognize her own reflection.

“Almost there.  I am almost there baby!”

She pushed back and met his every thrust and he sped up.  “Fuck me!  Harder!  Do it harder!”

He groaned – long and hard and came with one last hard thrust.


He wanted to see her again.  He told her that right before he left her place, and all she can muster herself up to say was, “We’ll see.”

Her phone rang.  She already knew who it was.  She answered.

“Hello love,” came the deep voice from the other end.  “Are you still at work?”

“On my way home now.  It’s late.  You should be sleeping.  The doctor told you not to stay up late, remember?”

“I know.  I just woke up actually and wanted to check if you were on your way home.  We can have a later dinner together.”

“Okay love.  I will be there in 30 minutes.”

“I love you.  Be safe.”

“I love you too.”  And she heard the line went dead on the other end.

Thursday, November 3, 2011


I am no Amy Winehouse fanatic.  But this is one song of hers that  I really like, and I decided to write a story based on the song.  I hope you guys like it.


He left no time to regret

Kept his dick wet

With his same old safe bet

“I can’t wait any longer.”  Sabi ko sa kanya.  We were in his car and driving on the way to Mezza Residences where we both live.  Different floors of course – same tower.

“Babe, it won’t hurt if we wait just a few minutes more --” I cut him off by unzipping his crotch and taking his cock out.

“At least, let me give you a sneak preview of what’s to come?  Ayaw mo?”  I gave him a challenging look and flirty wink squeezing the head of his cock in my hand.

“Alam mo namang I wouldn’t be able to resist that mouth of yours.  It’s even happy to see you.  Look.”  He said as he guided my head downwards – papunta sa cock nya.  I noted the precum forming around the tip.  I gave it a lick that almost made his hips buck.  “Tease.”  He laughed.  “Are you sure you want to do this while I drive?”  He asked me and I answered by taking his cock in my mouth.

“Ohhhhh, shit.  I love your mouth.”  I heard him say as I stroked his thick cock with my mouth and tongue.  I sucked him hard.  My head moving up and down sa harap ng manibela while he drove.  Mabuti na lang heavily tinted yung car nya kaya siguro malakas din ang loob ko to do this.  If someone sees what I am doing in his car, they would be shocked with the unladylike obscenity they would witness.  I guess that’s what’s adding to the excitement that both he and I are feeling.

Me and my head high

And my tears dry

Get on without my guy

It all started two months ago.

I just came inside the elevator.  Galing ako sa Save More and just got done with my groceries.  Just as I pressed 25th floor I heard someone sa hallway.

“Hold the elevator!”  As the elevator doors was about to close.  My finger pressed on the hold button.  The elevator doors glided open again, and someone came in.  I couldn’t help but notice him.  He was tall around 5’11” and had the body of someone who frequently visits the gym.  He’s gwapo admittedly.  I recognized him.  I have shared elevator rides with this man.  May pagka-suplado pa because I remember smiling at him once and he just looked at me like I was crazy and ignored me completely.

Maybe because I am a plain Jane.  When it comes to looks, I’d probably be way, way down in the pyramid.  I don’t dress up much, and when I do I still refuse to wear makeup.  It’s itchy sa face kasi.  Walang dress code sa office so I just go to work in my comfy jeans and shirt and flats and sometimes nga naka-slippers pa.  Nothing else that would make someone like this guy I was sharing an elevator ride with yet again take a second look and go, “Wow!”

Hay naku!  He didn’t even say thank you.  May mga tao lang talagang walang modo sa mundo.  I noted he pressed 24th.  Hmmn.. So he’s a floor below me pala.  I tried not to look at him.  Pero I couldn’t help but admire.  He could be a model.  I bet he has looks good naked.  Oh my god!  What am I thinking?  Here I am lusting over a man in an elevator.  I shook my head off and tried to erase the thought in my mind.

Suddenly, there was a harsh, metallic grinding noise from somewhere high above.  The elevator jerked sharply again and then dropped further and stopped short, sending me toppling forward into his arms.

“Ouch!  Sorry.”  I apologized agad kahit I knew it wasn’t really my fault.  I mean baka mamaya sungitan na naman ako ng bruhong ito.

“It’s okay.”  I heard him say.  He held me to steady me.  Big strong arms, I noted.

And then the lights went out.

The feel of his firm yet tender grip on my body send shivers down my spine.  I could hear heavy breathing somewhere in the darkness and was surprised when I realized it was my own!  And I felt myself get wet.  Am I getting turned on by this guy?  Man, I need to get laid.

“Fuck!”  I heard him say.  I felt him let me go.  “I can’t believe this is happening to us!”  Lumayo ako ng konti sa kanya.

“I’ve actually heard stuff like this happen.  But never to me.  Oh well, there is always a first for everything.”  I muttered.

“Ano ba naman yan?  Do they even know there are people inside this fucking elevator?!!”

I was calmer than I expected siguro kasi me kasama na ako sa elevator na nagagalit.  I had to assume the calm role.  I reached into my pocket for my phone.  No signal.  I assumed he did too because I heard him swore.  I was about to return my phone sa pocket ko when it slipped and fell.  Shit!  I was about to retrieve it sa floor when I felt the elevator move for a few seconds.  I lost my balance and toppled against him, again.

“Are you okay?”  He asked but this time in a worried tone.  He held my shoulders.

“Yes.  Sorry.”  I started to apologize.  I wish I could see his face clearly but that’s not happening in the dark.

“Well, not it really looks like we’re screwed.”  I was waiting for him to let me go but he didn’t.  Instead, I felt him pull me closer.

“I’m sure they know we are trapped inside this thing and are doing their best to get us out.  Sana.”  I replied, breathless.

“What do you propose we do in the meantime?  It certainly looks like we’ll be stuck in here ng matagal pa.”

“I -- ” was all I could muster to say before I felt his mouth close upon mine.  Nagulat ako, but I gave in and kissed him back.  We kissed for almost a minute or maybe longer.  Our tongues met in the dark.  I had to come up for air.  “What the hell was that for?”

“Sorry.  Matagal ko nang gustong gawin yun eh.  Ever since I first saw you inside this elevator weeks ago.”

I was speechless.  He wanted to kiss me?  Pero di naman nya ako pinansin nun when I smiled at him?

“It’s all right.  No one will ever know.  It’ll be our little secret.”  He caressed the side of my face.  He pulled me closer.  The bulge in his crotch was unmistakable.  At bakit ko ba ipagkakaila?  I am attracted to the guy!  Who in her right mind would say no to a hot guy like him?  This was such an incredible opportunity.  Hindi nya ako makikita dahil madilim so hindi ako maasiwa.  He was out of my league, alam ko yun.  And I knew I wasn’t drop dead gorgeous and yet he wanted to fuck me.

“Okay then,” I said and I started kissing him back.

We both fumbled in the darkness.  It was a good thing I was wearing a skirt that day.  Easy access for his able hands.  I could feel his both of his hands on my butt as he we kissed.  Before I knew it, naipasok na nya isang finger sa panties ko. "Oh my, baby... Basang-basa ka na.."

I moaned softly in his mouth while I ground my pussy in his hand.  "Kanina pa.  You turn me on."  Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Shit baby... Basang basa puke mo.  Finger fuck kita ha."  And I felt two of his fingers probe deep inside me. In and out. In and out.

"Ohhh.. Ang sarap naman ng fingers mo.. Oh god!  Don't stop."  I reached out amid the darkness and reached down and cupped his cock.  Ang tigas na!  I started rubbing his hardness.  I want that cock in my mouth.  I want to taste it at pag nilabasan na sya, iinumin ko lahat ng tamod nia.

I fumbled with the button and the zipper of his pants.  I couldn't concentrate because of what his fingers are doing inside my pussy.  Napapaikot ang balakang ko sa sarap.

"You want my cock baby?  Matigas na titi ko.  It's all for you."  Bulong nia.  Napaungol na lang ako in response.

When I finally had his cock in my hand, I kissed him.  Hard.  While I played with his cock head.  Ang laki ng titi nya! Seven inches ata ito.

Nililis nya palda ko.  "You want my cock inside you, baby?"  He asked me.  "Pili ka.  Do you want to cum with my fingers?  Or my cock?"

"Cock..." Ang sagot ko. "I want that cock."

And in an instant he took my panties off and grabbed my other leg and wrapped it around his waist.  I craned my arms around his neck and tried to brace for support.  And I could feel his cock looking for my pussy and without any warning he pushed his cock right into me.

I almost screamed.  With pleasure.  "Oh my god! Ang sarap ng titi mo."  I felt his cock stuffed and filled placed that I never knew inside my wet pussy.  Deeper into me it went.  Deeper and deeper.

"Ang basa! Ang dulas! Ang sarap ng puke mo baby."  He said breathless.

We rammed into each other.  I met his every thrust, and each and every thrust he made into my wet pussy hit my G-spot resulting in an almost constant orgasm.  I didn't care I was inside an elevator.  Both of us didn't care if the lights came back on or the elevator start working again.  All we cared about was each other.  This.

"Sige lang baby. Don't stop fucking me. Ang sarap ng titi mo!!!!"  I was nearly screaming.  Who cares if anyone hears me?

"Yes baby.  Di kita titigilan.  Ang sarap mong kantutin."  He picked up the pace this time.  We were both grunting and moaning as our climaxes approach.

And then he made this one final long thrust as we both reached a heart-shattering, mind-blowing full body orgasm.  I felt his semen inside me.  I didn't realize he wasn't wearing any rubber.  At that moment, we didn't care.  I didn't care.

"Damn.  That was good."  I heard him whisper in my ear.  "I hope it was good for you."

"It was.  Better than good.  Probably the best I ever had."  I sighed.

As if on cue, the elevator lights flashed back on, and the elevator suddenly lurched back into motion.  We disentangled ourselves.  Parang nahiya ako bigla.  Di ako makatingin ng derecho sa kanya.  I picked my panties off sa elevator floor and stuffed it inside my skirt pocket.  Inayos ko na din skirt and blouse ko.  My god!  I must look like a mess right now.

I tried not to look at the man who had only been inside my body a few minutes ago.  The elevator stopped at the 24th floor, and the elevator doors opened.  He started to step out then held the elevator door with one hand.  He turned to me, held out his other hand and said, "You coming?"

You went back to what you knew

So far removed from all that we went through

I heard the doorbell rang.  Alam ko it was him on the other side of the door.  I refused to budge from where I was sitting.  Mula ngayon di ko na sya pagbubuksan ng pinto.  Not now.  Not ever.  Napapagod na ako.  I have always been there for him.  Ginagamit nya lang ako.  His plaything.  His sex slave, this is all that I was.

“Come on, babe.  Open this up.  I know you are in there.”  He called out.

Alam ko it was my fault.  I said yes to everything.  And now I hate myself.  I hated my weakness where he was concerned.

He even managed to get me to agree to do things that were beyond my usual scope, beyond anything that I thought I could or would do.  Or even like.  But I had.  And I did.  He had the power to do that to me.

“Babe, come on… What is wrong with you?  I know you are in there!”

He knew I was here because he had seen me earlier.  He was standing in front of the elevator, and he had his arm wrapped around his girlfriend’s waist with his head bent as if may binubulong sya sa girlfriend nya na something sweet.  Yes, he has a girlfriend.

I knew he has a girlfriend, but this was the first time I saw them together.

After the shock at seeing them both subsided, I noted how they looked good together.  They’d probably make beautiful babies too kind of like those celebrity couples.

It was as if he felt my gaze on him, and he looked up and nagtapo ang aming mga mata.  His eyes widened when he saw me.  I couldn’t move.  I was frozen into place a few feet away.  He motioned to me to keep walking as if he couldn’t deal with me now.  As if all his attention had to be focused on her, the woman he loved.

So I pretended not to see them and went inside the elevator door that opened near me.

And I tread a troubled track

My odds are stacked

I'll go back to black

“Baby, open the door.  Please.  Let’s talk.”  He pleaded.

Hearing his plea tugged at my heart.  Against my own better judgment, I went and opened the door.

He barged right in.  “What the hell is your problem?  I have been banging at the door for a long time!”

I couldn’t look at him straight in the eye.  “Ayokong papasukin ka.”

“What?  Why?”  I noted the surprised tone in his voice.

“I… I don’t think we should see each other anymore.  Mali ito.  I can’t do this.”

“You can’t do what?”

“This!  Ito.  ”  I waved my right hand between us.  “You and me.”

“The sex?”

I nodded.

“Bakit?  You can’t really expect me to believe that baby.  I don’t believe for a moment na di mo na gusto yun.  You were running your hands at my back and screaming my name just last night!”

I tried to ignore him.  But he started to come near.  He was so close and I tried to ignore the feeling of having him near.  I am not giving in.  Not this time.

“Iba tonight.  I can’t do this anymore, Joe.  Please?  Just leave.”

“No.”  He crossed his arms over his chest and I felt his gaze focus into me.  “I want to know.  Sabihin mo, why are you doing this?”

“Oh my god,”  I was exasperated.  “Di mo ba alam?”

“Is it because of Meg?”  I nodded.  “But you have known about her.  Nung simula pa lang.”

“Di ko na kaya.  I don’t even recognize myself anymore!”

I saw him frown, “What do you mean?”

"I am not cutout for this situation, Joe.  I can't be.  I deserve better!"

He cupped my chin and tilted my head up and looked into my eyes.  "Of course you do!  You are one amazing girl!  You are my super girl, remember?  I love our time together.  You know that naman, di ba?"  I nodded because I knew he wasn't lying.  I knew he loved and enjoyed our time together.  "But I don't see why things should change all of a sudden!  I know you baby.  "  Then he lowered his head and started brushing my lips with his.  "And you know I need you.  Kailangan kita."  He kissed me intensely.  His tongue tangled around mine.

And even as my hands looped around his neck as his legs slipped between  my thighs, I couldn't ignore the sharp pain in my heart.  I am doing this to myself.  Alam ko yun.  I could push him away and avoid him and siguro magsasawa din sya sakin and makakahanap sya ng iba to satisfy him, but could i really live with that?

I love him.  He wants me.  That ought to be enough right now, right?

We only said good-bye with words

I died a hundred times

You go back to her

And I go back to…

I go back to us

We were in bed - my bed.  Savoring the afterglow of another fucking session.

"I want your ass."  He wants what?  I thought I was hearing things when he said that.  "What?"

"I want..."

"I heard you the first time.  Are you talking about ----" I swallowed before I continued saying, "Anal sex?"

"Yes.  Can we?"

"But I haven't tried that before..."

"I haven't either, but I have been wanting to do it with you.  Can we?"

I couldn't say no.  I loved him that much.  "Okay."  Arggh! I am so gullible when it comes to this man.

"Really?  We can try it?"

"I said yes, didn't I?"

His grin widened.  I do love this man.  "Good!  Now, roll over."

Uh-oh.  Naked and ass in the air, I wondered what I had agreed to.  I didn't have time to argue though because I felt his tongue tease my asshole.  I moaned.  Shit, ang sarap! The unexpected sensation felt good.  Felt weird, pero it was good.  His tantalizing probing continued until the pressure of one tentative finger pushed gradually into me suddenly replaced his tongue.  I tensed and held my breath.

"Relax.  We'll go slowly.  I promise.  Di kita sasaktan."  His voice soothed my nerves.  I felt his other hand circle my clit.  I closed my eyes and let out another moan as he pressed a finger in my ass deeper while increasing the pressure on my clit.  Every feeling seemed intensified a hundredfold by the combination of both sensations.  Oh my! I feel my knees start to quiver.

"Ready for more?"  He asked huskily.  I nodded, and he slowly entered a second finger inside my ass.  I shuddered.  "How does it feel, Rem?  Tell me."  I could tell he was nearly as breathless as I was at the moment.

"Fine."  I managed to choke out.   "Good."  I am panting now.

I felt him move behind me until his mouth was near my ear.  His voice was gruff when he told me, "I'm gonna fuck you the normal way for a bit while my fingers are in your ass so you can get used to it, okay?  Okay baby?"

There is nothing else to do but nod.  I swallowed hard in anticipation.  He put on an unused rubber we had left and moved back into position behind me.

I moaned when I felt his cock slide deep inside of me.  He set the rhythm with what now felt like three fingers squeezing inside my ass.  All the while, his other hand was tantalizing my clit.  Oh my god! I felt like I was going to die --- in ecstasy!

"Oh baby, your pussy... is... so.... weeeett!"

And I couldn't comment on that.  I felt myself about to go over the edge. "Joe, I'm going to come!"  I felt like I was unable to support myself any longer.  I am running out of air, and I can't understand or much more describe the sensations that I am feeling -- with him everywhere.

"Hold on sweetie.  I want to be in your ass when you come."

I nodded silently hoping he'd be quick bago magbago isip ko.

He moved faster than I could ever imagine.  Too soon, the pressure of his cockhead wet with my own pussy juice replaced his fingers.  In mere seconds, he was pressing it in slowly, firm but gentle, until he pushed past the tight muscles and slid in the rest of the way. I was holding my breath the whole time.  Feeling the sting and then the sweet pain that nearly tore me apart.

"Oh my god! You feel amazing!"  He gasped.  He slipped inside my ass deeply and held perfectly still.  Then, he started to move slowly.

I closed my eyes and prayed it would be over soon.  That intense tearing pressure was just too much for me to handle.

Then, I felt him thumb my clit with light touches then he pushed two fingers inside my pussy and started finger fucking me.  I had to brace myself  as I was thrown immediately into one of the most intense orgasms I have ever felt in my life!

I couldn't hear much past my own cries which soon turned into screams of ecstasy, but I was aware of Joe behind me.  He gripped my hips, and he as he thrust his cock into me until I felt him shudder from behind me as I heard his animalistic groan of pleasurable release.

And as I felt his head fall limply against my back, as I heard his heavy breathing, exhausted and spent, I couldn't help but think, he did it again.

I love you much

It's not enough

You love blow and I love puff

"Oh yes baby... Just like that.  Shit! Ang galing mo!"

I almost grinned.  He was nearly tearing my hair off.  Yes! I know I am getting good at this.

I let his cock pop out of my mouth.  I lowered my head and lapped up at his balls.

Softly and then a bit harder, and I could've sworn he growled!

"Babe, I love your mouth."  I felt him steady himself, his legs trembling as his orgasm neared.  I was kneeling on the floor, naked, sucking him.  "Suck me baby."

I did until I felt his juice in my mouth.

He  let out a roar as he came.   I drank it all, sucking him dry, until he pulled it out of my mouth.

He grabbed me up by the shoulders and hugged me.  "Thank you."  I heard him murmur against my hair.

He took my hand, led me to the bed, and we snuggled under the covers.


"Joe?"  I called out to him.


"Touch me."


"Touch me or gusto mo ako na lang gagawa?"

"No!"  I felt him reach between my legs.  "Like this?"  He asked me as he played with my clit.

Napaangat puwet ko sa sarap. "Yes.  Oh, yes right there!"  One finger played with my clit.  He used his other hand and two fingers entered me, stretching me. I gasped!

My hips rocked as he started a slow movement with his fingers inside me.

I'm nearly there!

I felt his fingertip press against that spot, going round and round while his thumb played with my clit at the same time.

"Come for me baby!"

And that was all it took! My back arched and my scream echoed throughout the room.

I must've looked like a wanton woman, but he stared at me like I am the most beautiful girl in the world.

And I was overwhelmed with emotions that I couldn't help myself but say, "I love you..." and held my breath.

Watching the myriad of expressions from his face, I knew it was the wrong thing to say and something inside me died.

His expression changed.  He smiled.  I was relieved.   And he said, "Thank you."

He snuggled next to me.  "Thank you for loving me."

And life is like a pipe

And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

I woke up and couldn't find him in my room.  I tiptoed to the kitchen wearing nothing but a grin.  My confidence had taken such a boost.  I felt like I was walking on air.

He was talking to someone over the phone.  I could hear him.  And a naughty idea crossed my mind.   I was a few steps away and I stopped short with what I heard.

"Yes Meg, I do miss you.  Oo, I will pick you up at the airport tomorrow.  Walang problema.  No, di ako mala-late.  Sabi ko naman sayo di ba?  We will talk about the date when you get back.  Of course I want to marry you.  You know that.  I gotta go, love.  Inaantay na nila ako .  Love you too, Meg."

They are getting married!  Oh my god!  He proposed to her!  I felt my hands tighten into fists at my sides.  I can't do this with no clothes on. I need something to cover vulnerability up.  I went back inside my room and got dressed. This time. This time, I am decided.

He was about to come inside the room when I shouted, "Get out!"

"Babe, what-"

"Stop.  Ayoko nang marinig pa.  I heard everything you said over the phone.  You were talking to her!  You were talking to her as if walang... as if.."  I was starting to shake.  And I felt my tears start to fall.  "You.. you told her you loved her!"  And I felt as if my heart was being crushed into little pieces.  "You are marrying her!"

"Babe, please let  me -"

"No, don't.  Whatever you are planning to do, don't.  Just get out please."  I felt my knees go weak.  I couldn't stop crying.

"Please don't cry.  I can't stand to see you like this."  He took a step forward towards me but I shook my head.

"You don't understand, do you?  You keep on hurting me, Joe.  Ayoko na.  Napapagod na ako.  Just please.  Go home.  Leave me alone."


"And stop calling me that!  Just go.  I hate you right now."

"No you don't. "

"Just shut up and leave."

"You don't hate me, Rem.  You love me.  We both know that."

And I thought I couldn't hate him more than I do right now.  But I do.  Throwing my love back to my face, just like that.  As if it meant nothing.   And I did the only thing I could think of, I grabbed the nearest object I could - the music box he gave me that was on the side table of my bed - and sent it flying toward his head.

He ducked out just in time and the music box hit the wall and broke.  Just like my heart is breaking now.  I couldn't stop crying.  "What the hell was that for??!!"  I noted his angry tone now.

"Geeeeetttt  ouuuuuuuuuut!"  I screamed.

I saw him retreat.  "We will talk about this when you have calmed down. "  His voice was calmer now.  It must have been a shock for him to see me like this  - like one crazy banshee.

I heard his steps leaving the front door, and I broke down literally.  Ang tanga-tanga ko.  More tears slid down my cheeks.  I was so fucking stupid.

We only said goodbye with words

I died a hundred times

You go back to her

And I go back to black

This time, this time I won’t be opening the door.  I knew it was him knocking on the other side.

“Baby, talk to me please.”

No, there will be no more talking.

“I know you’re there.  Buksan mo ang pinto.”

No, I am not going to be weak again.

“Rem for fuck's sake.  Open this!”  I was standing right next to the other.  I didn't think he'd come back in 2 hours.  The  phone I had in my pocket started to ring.  I grabbed it and looked at the screen.  Joe flashed in bright lights.

"I can hear you.  Please Rem."

I heard his voice.  Napindot ko pala yung accept call and he was on speaker.  Shit!  I slid down the door and I was sitting against it.  "I don't want to."

"You don't want to what?"

"Open the door.  Ayoko na  Joe. Let's just leave it at that. Please."

"Ayoko.  That's so fucking easy!  Don't do this please, babe."

"Wala namang ibang choice eh."

"It was good between us.  Di mo maikakaila yun."

"Please just go.  I don't want to talk anymore."  I was about to turn the phone off.

He must've sensed it because he stopped me.  "Don't baby please.  I'm sitting right here sa labas.  I need to talk to you about this.  Let's discuss this like two adults.  You owe me."

"I owe you??!! Are you kidding me??"  I was furious now.  How dare him say I owed him!

"No.  No.   That came out wrong.  "

"I don't want to be your whore, Joe. I am not cut out for it."

"You are not a whore."  He countered straight away.

"How can you say that when you only come to me when you want sex?"

"It's not the same. Magkaiba yun. I'm not paying for it di ba?"

"This is going nowhere.  I'm hanging up."

"Please, Rem.  I need you."

I wanted to give in.  To open the door and let him back in, but this still doesn't make it right.  Ginagamit nya lang ako even if he had a valid reason for it.   "Goodbye.  I hope you both live a happy life."  I turned the phone off.

I stood up and went to my room.  I could hear him banging through the door.  I don't want to hear his please anymore.  I turned the music on with the volume way up.

We were done.

"You go back to her

And I go back to black


They have loved each other for a long time but neither of them knew what the other one felt.

One night, fate brought them together and each of them decided to take their friendship to another level.



He has loved her all his life.

They have known each other since they were children.  They have often joked how they were unrelated cousins.  And he has always been real protective of her, always around when she needed him, her knight in shining armor, her shoulder to cry on – and he vowed he’d always be with her forever… because he loved her.

He watched as other guys fawned and flocked over her for years.  He was jealous all right because he knew he loved her more than they ever could, but he never did had the balls to tell her that.  Until now that is.  Tonight she will be coming over his place for their weekend dinner date, and tonight he will tell her he loved her.

The enchiladas are ready.  The strawberry margaritas set.  He heard the doorbell rang and took a deep breath, “This is it.”


“Tonight’s the night.”  She told herself as she stood outside his apartment door.

She straightened her dress for the umpteenth time.  She bought this strapless black jersey handkerchief dress thinking about him so it is fitting that she wear it tonight – the night of reckoning.  She knew when he saved her from being trapped perched up a tree when she was 3 that he was for her.  The hero worship turned into love over the years.

She jealously watched the girls coming in and out of his life but relished on the fact that she was the only girl constant in his, albeit the friendship.  But tonight – tonight, she is taking chances and taking that giant step.  “I can do this.”  Her long finger shaking as she rang the bell.


The moment he opened the door he knew she would look breathtaking.  “Wow, you look great!”  He couldn’t help himself say.  She noted how she blushed but heard her mutter her thanks.

She handed her the red wine she brought with her.  “Oh, I told you not to bring wine.  We’re having margaritas.”

“Margaritas?  Now that’s a first.  You’re not trying to get me drunk, are you?” She asked him with a smile, to which he replied with a wink, “Well, maybe I want to and find out all of your secrets.”


Was he flirting?  She asked herself.

She almost dropped her mouth when he told her he wants to know all her secrets.  Luckily, he turned his back at her.  Could it just be her imagination or does it feel like something’s about to change tonight?  Her senses are telling her something has changed.  That he somehow is acting differently.  But it could be that she is also blinded by the love she feels for this man – her best friend.  She’s just nervous as she is about to take that blind leap tonight and see what’s in store for them both.


Two hours later, they had moved from the kitchen to the living room.

She was sitting next to him.  He could smell the intoxicating perfume she wore that titillated his senses and his other parts – big, manly parts.  She had always had that effect on him.  They both had their feet propped on the coffee table – his big size 12s to her size 8s.  Her eyes sparkled while she talked about a scene from a movie she saw recently.  And then she licked her lower lip and that almost made him groan out loud.  He followed the movement of her tongue and just sat there entranced by the sight of her tongue flitting out over her fuller bottom lip.  His dick hardened at the thought of her using that mouth and tongue on him.  He shifted a bit on his seat.


He was sitting next to him.  If only he would put an arm around her, she thought.  She was nervous, and she talks a lot when she is nervous.  And he was looking at her.  That look – she has been dreaming of having him look at her like that for years.  That boyish looks of his makes her knees go weak.  She absentmindedly licked her lips and relished at the reaction she saw.  She did it again and actually saw him squirm in his seat.  “Now this is interesting,” she thought as she planned her next move.

She leaned closer, placed her hand on the back of his couch, then lifted her leg over him and straddled his lap.  He almost pushed her off as he was caught off guard by her bold move.

“Cozy,” was all she could muster to say as she smiled devilishly.


“Oh, god!” was all that was running through his mind.  She took him by surprise when she straddled him.  The wet heat emanating from her pussy warmed his dick that it throbbed and got even bigger.

He heard her gasp and laugh teasingly, “Is this for me?”  Her lips were within inches of hers wanting him to go and have a taste.

When she spoke, the arousal deepened her voice.  He felt his blood pumping as she leaned closer.


For half a second, her brazen attitude fizzled and held her immobile.  What if she had been reading all the signs wrong?  What if the alcohol had gotten into her head?  Could she have made a bigger fool of herself just because she loved him?

She felt him shift and his hardened shaft brushed against her clit.  They both sucked in a quick breath.


His hands went to her hips and pressed her closer to his hardness.  She threw her head back as he slowly moved her back and forth across his cock.  He loved this woman, and tonight he will show her just how much.

He slid his hands from her hips.  She is moving to her own rhythm now, rubbing her wetness against his hard cock.  One hand reached up to tangle in her hair while the other braced her back.  He bent his head and nuzzled her breasts.


She felt him trying to undo her bra with one hand and felt him succeed.  He removed her bra.  Her nipples hardened through the fabric of her dress.  He looked up at her, held her gaze as his mouth closed over one hard nipple.  She gasped almost wanting to close her eyes for the feel of it.  She couldn’t look away.  His eyes hot with desire – desire for her.  The man she loves desires her.

She closed her eyes and moaned out his name.  He didn’t say a word but moved from one breast to the other giving it the same treatment as the other.  His hands slid down his back and cupped her ass.  He pulled her closer, grinding his erection against her.  She gasped at the closer contact.

She let her hands fall between their bodies and she touched the front of his pants.  She wondered how that would feel inside her.


He followed suit.  Now he had both of his hands parting her thighs wide.  One finger found her clit and he started rubbing on it – over her panties.

He heard her groan, “Oh!”

“Feels good?”  He asked.  He saw her nod.  He was able to enter one finger through the side of her panties.  “You are so wet baby.”  He whispered.  She gasped and he didn’t stop.  Her hips rocked as he started a slow, thrusting rhythm with his finger, hooking it so that it rubbed against her inner wall.

She was frantically moving her hips now, following the rhythm of his finger in her pussy.


“I’m getting close.”  She whispered in between breaths.  He was doing wonders with his fingers.  His fingertip now pressed around her spot, going round and round while his thumb while his thumb played with her clit at the same time.

“Like it?”  He asked.

“Yes,” came the throaty reply.  She didn’t even recognize her own voice.

“Come for me baby.”  He whispered.  That was all it took.  Her back arched.  Her mouth opened on a shout that echoed throughout the room.  She tightened around his finger and came.  A lot.


She came.  A lot.  He reveled at that fact.

He let her catch her breath and waited until her breathing slowed down to its normal rate.  “Now how about we get naked?”  He inquired.  She looked at him at first before she said, “Yes.”

He helped her to get back on her feet and started taking his clothes off and left nothing.  She turned her back at him and started to take her tube dress off when he stopped her, “No, let me do that for you.”  He was right behind her.  He kissed her left shoulder and she felt his hands reach for the hem of her dress and slowly take it off her.  He felt her shiver as she stood there with just her panties on.  “Cold?  I’ll warm you up.  He said as he pulled her closer to him.

“Nothing beats body heat.”  She said in a low voice.

She turned to face him put her arms around his neck and tiptoed up to kiss him.  She nibbled at his lips and ran her both her hands to his chest stopping at his flat nipples.  She thumbed both the nipples and heard him groan.  She then let one hand fall and closed her fingers over his naked flesh.  This time he let out a hissing sound.

“Stop or you’re going to make me explode.”  He told her as he removed her hand from his cock.  “You are so beautiful… so sweet and so sexy.”  He knelt and removed her soaked panties but instead of tossing it aside he held it up to his nose and inhaled slowly and deeply.  “Hmm.  Smells good.”


Still on his knees, he stroked her hands down her inner thighs.  Thinking he meant to stroke or finger her, she parted her legs slightly.  She was stunned when he leaned forward and began planting kisses on her pussy.  She has never had that done to her before!  None of her lovers had ever kissed her pussy and the sensations his mouth aroused in her are incredible!

He touched the tip of his tongue to her clit and flicked at it and she felt a bolt of pure lust through her.  She moaned, loud and she felt her body tremble.  He licked at her pussy, dipped the tip of his tongue inside her, at the top of her cunt.  He felt her knees quiver as she let out another load moan.

“Like that?”  He asked.

“Oh my god!  Yes.”  She said almost breathless.

He inserted two fingers inside her and fucked her pussy with it while he kissed and nipped at her clit.

“Oh my god!”  She couldn’t think straight.  That tongue.  Those fingers.  It’s driving her crazy!  She felt her juice flow over his fingers.

“I want you inside me.”  It was a plea.


He heard her plea.  He planted a final kiss and lick to her sweet pussy and rose to his feet.  “I have been wanting to do this for a long time.  You invaded my dreams every night.”  The tip of his tongue touched sensitive skin beneath her ear and his hands cupped her breasts.  “You are so beautiful.  So smooth.”  Using his thumbs, he rotated each nipple.

She moaned as he started sucking each of her nipples.  She cupped his face, urging him to take more of her flesh.

She shivered.  He doubted it was a shiver from being chilled.  No, it was a shiver of erotic anticipation.  He carried her to his bedroom.  Once in his bedroom, he laid her down on the bed, arranging pillows behind her head until she looked comfortable.  And then he was crawling over her and she was reaching for him.

Oh god!  All he wanted to do was shove himself deep inside of her and never come back out.  But he could hurt her and he didn’t want to hurt her.  He loved her too much!


His cock posed at her slick opening.  Finally, she will finally get to take him inside her.  The whole length of him – this man that she loved.

She moved beneath him and shifted her hips up to try to take him inside.  She closed her eyes in anticipation – in anticipation of his cock finally enveloped inside her wetness.  He braced himself above her and she heard him say, “Look at me.”  Her eyes flew to his.  She studied him for a moment.  He was as breathless as she was.

“Take me.  I’m yours for the taking.”  She boldly told him.  She saw what she thought was a flicker of triumph in his eyes.

“We’re going to do this slow, Joie.  Slow and easy.”  She could tell he was fighting for control, and she did the next best thing she knew she must do, she bucked her hips forcefully up into him.

She heard him suck in a hard breath as his head pushed into the slick heat.  She tried to close her eyes loving the intense feeling of his cock sliding in deep inside of her inch by inch, but he needed her to keep them open so that he could watch her.  He was big, filling every space inside her wet pussy.  She closed her eyes again and let out a low moan.


She was small and tight.  So perfect.  “Open for me, sweetheart.”  He saw her eyes flew open, wide and stunned.  It sounded so natural coming out of his lips.

He watched as she slowly smiled and he found himself reaching up and brushing his fingers against her beautiful face.

He felt it then, the gentle easing of her inner muscles.  As he bent down to press his lips against her, he slowly moved deeper.  He took her gasp of pleasure inside his mouth as further and further he went, feeling her widen her leg beneath him even further until she had taken more than half of his cock.

He needed to stop.  He needed to take control.  He needed to make sure that he is not hurting her, but for the first time in his life, he felt he was out of control.  He needed to be in her.  All of him inside to the hilt, no matter what.


Her ankles came around his hips and she whispered, “I want all of you.”  And she pushed his hips hard into hers with her legs.

They both moaned in pleasure at the closer contact.  She could feel her insides holding his erection so tightly.

They kissed again.  This time hungrily.  And as she pushed her tongue against his mouth, he thrust himself all the way into her.

Finally!  She closed her eyes and felt him.  Everything was perfect.  This was perfect.

“You’re beautiful.”  He said against her lips, before taking them in a quick, hard kiss.

“So are you.”  She told him.  “Don’t stop what you’re doing.”


Pulling back from her mouth, he looked at her.  He had to see this woman who was taking him all in.

Her eyes flew open and she looked at him as in wonder, her pupils dilated with pleasure, and she was so beautiful.  So incredibly beautiful.  And he vowed to make her his.

Not able to take his eyes from hers, moving as slowly as he could with the blood boiling in his veins, he began the slow slide back and then forward again.

He has never felt pleasure like this.  He looked at her and he knew there was a place inside for him in her soul because he swore that’s what he sees when he looks into her eyes.


He moved his hands quickly over her sweet breasts pinching her rock-hard nipples, down across her belly and back over to her mound.

Her clit was a hard nub against his fingers.  He flicked at it, and she cried out his name and arched into his mouth.

This time, she felt her inner muscles tighten on his cock as she circled in on her orgasm.  Any moment now.


He felt the rapid spasming of her vaginal muscles clamping down on his cock a split second before her cry of pleasure sounded into the room.

“Ohhhh, Joie!”  She was tight.  She was even tighter and hotter and wetter now than she was a few minutes ago.  He felt he just couldn’t hold back this time.

Letting loose all the pent up lust and love he felt for her, he drove himself into her high and hard!


She was still coming.  Her muscles grasped at him as he thrust into her again and again and again.

She squeezed her eyes shut as she took everything he gave her and somehow she managed to give it back in equal measure.

“Harder.  Please.  Harder.”  Her hands gripping his shoulders tightly, her legs wrapped tightly around his waist.


He moved swiftly.

He took her ankles in his hands and pushed her legs up high so that they were resting on his shoulders.  This position providing an even deeper penetration.  He could actually feel his cockhead pushing against her womb.

He was right there.  About to shoot his load into the woman he loved when he saw moisture coming out from the corners of her yes.

“No, Joie.  Did I hurt you?”  He stopped.  Breathless.  Worried.  He had hurt her.

“I am so sorry.”  His words all rushing together as he tried to get his body to obey his brain but before he could say anything else her hands were on his face.


It was so beautiful.  He was so beautiful.  She was overwhelmed with emotion.  She cupped his face and decided to let it all out.

“I love you, Dean.”  More tears flowed, making her next words thick as she said again, “I love you so much.”

It was so hard to look at him.  She was afraid to look at him straight in the eyes.  But then somehow he was wiping away her tears and she was turning her face into his palm and gentle kissing the inside of his hand.

“I have loved you all my life.”  She heard him say but before she could react his body started moving again, driving back in, then out of her in hard strokes.


And they were shifting on the bed so that her body was pressed lengthwise against his and her legs were coming around his hips again.  She was pulling his mouth down onto hers and he was kissing her like he’d never kissed another woman.

Like she was his first, his last, and everything in between.

And then, with her tongue stroking his, her hands warm and strong on his back, he came with a roar of pleasure.  Somewhere out there, he realized she was coming again, crying out his name as her body tensed and released in ecstasy.